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hiiiiiiiiii :o)

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 06:20:07 GMT

holy moly guacomole! haah...wow i totally forgot that i had one of these things until my great fried allyson left me comment recently :o)
yes well..the single life is good i have to say...first time in about 2 years...weird
well polo is going really good, coincidentally, i love my coach, i used to hate him, but now he's purdy cool :o)
we played ventura last nite..sad..we lost...12-7, but yannoo...we only had 3 people form varsity, and 6 from the fresh team...
wow...
how is everyone? does anyone keep these things anymore? ahha..weird..im talking to myself..haha...have a good one! much love!
<3

wow...

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 00:15:49 GMT

haha..its been a while..
well...i have been going to the bach and school...haha
and i went to buena's dance last nite
it was fun, hot and sweaty...but thats part of the fun...if it was cold, it would be kinda akward..
i went w/ ray and max...and saw the beautiful sami and sasha there...hi ladies..
and yea!
sica...thanks for thinkin of me when u were at the mall! that was so sweet of you...i work sunday from 12-7...haha
well..thats been pretty much it.
me and beckett are still umm "dating" i guess...i dunno...he's been a lil distant..but if you wanna date him lemme know... :o)
much love
<3

6 months...

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 07:32:23 GMT

today is mine and beckett's "six month"..umm...date? haha...he was so cute about it..man oh man.. :o)
i had an awesome time w/ him the other nite <3
today i hung out w/ emily and erika lil bit, we saw Mr.Matt at work...haha fun fun
and yea...just watched under the tuscan sun...amazing..im moving to italy
ciao

a good solid day...

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 05:50:15 GMT

well...my day went by really fast, sme of my classes are gonna kick my butt..but itll be all good..i get out at 12:30, so i went to foster's freeze w/ kelly, emily, krista and amanda...then went to kelly's to hang out for a while..it was awesome...then went to the becah, a lil bit of red tide, but it's all good....im heading to do about the same tomorrow...school shouldnt be that bad this year..ill keep my fingers crossed...
im looking forward to football games, dances and polo...this should be fun! ;o)
and oh yea...congrats to all the seniors...ur the top dawgs...lead us, or something... haha...
<3

woe is me

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 18:05:25 GMT

another fishy died...i give up...we'll see how long the last one..umm...lasts....

bittersweet...

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 17:33:00 GMT

i woke up this morning, and went to feed my goldfish, and sadly to say, my third golfishy died. yes, his name was goldie, ::sniffle:: maybe im just mean to them or something. oh well...i still have two fishies left
anyhoo...last nite, as i was watching the olympics i have officially decided that one day im gonna be in them for polo...ok? ok!
and if not, that im gonna make a name for myself, like for finding a cure for the common cold, or somehting...ok...yes so those are my aspiring dreams...
<3

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 03:44:30 GMT

well well well....
sadly to say, this is one of the few last days of summer we have, and i spent the day inside working on my AP stuff...im so glad that im not a procrastinator! :o)
but...tomorrow, emily and i are hanging like monkeys, boy i havent seen her in a while <3 so that should be cool, hopefully the sky clears...
the past couple days have been super fun, i hung out w/ sica on sunday nite, we went to the fair and man everything we got their was awesome! like we bought these single tickets, and saved all kinds of money, and like, haha i dont remember much else lol, oh yea....we decided that we got drunk off water..haha...good times..
and then i hung out w/ beckett <3, that was fun we went shopping, lol and were retarded as usual...he's a cool cat.. and today i went school supply shopping and eww...ahah, supplies...gross..umm so there!
btw...
sica: how'd ur interview go? how's VC? :o)
sami: hows the job? u feel responsible? hehe

OH YEA!!!! does anyone know what CBGB & OMFUG is??!???!? my goodness... well i heard that it was a venue..but what else? lol...what's all the hype? haha..hmmm..
and..just as a wondering question..because i have been wondering this lately...would you prefer to stop a fire, or catch a criminal....?
<3

WOOHOO!!!!!

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 02:35:27 GMT

haha, ok i know that i already posted today, but i was anal about going to work, until i got there and realized that it isnt all that bad, its actually kinda fun! the people i work with are awesome, and wayyy goofy, so the environment was great too, and.... I GOT PAID LOL!!! yea and its been lame bc i have gone shopping w. people and like i havent had money to spend, and man, now i do, im going all out! haha....so...if anyone is up for a umm...shopping day w/me, im going tomorrow. :o)! ahah...ok..be safe, and be cool, stay in school! :o)
<3

bosses = misery

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:32:44 GMT

hmm...well i wasnt really supposed to work today, and now i haveta go into the lame mall and stand in the stupid booth and serve people soomties...from 12 - 7...gay...
but yanno...getting money is good too...lol..eh whatever i dont care hmmm..but yea! i had a good day yesterday, and the day b4 that too..haha, on friday, i went and bought three goldfish, and named them goldie, gooda, and genius (the guy at petco helped w/ that one) and then i was feeling really rebellious and sara gave me a hair cut :o) and i love it! so if u ever need a personal stylist...ask her! :o) she's excellent! then i went to the beach saturday, and then met some of beckett's awesome family, who ever thought that guatemalans would be sooooo cool! and his lil cousins were even more fun! haha...i told one of them that if by the time he's 35 and isnt married, we are getting married :o) haha..
well summer is winding down, mine was a lil interesting..but hey...its all good, in some freakish way im looking forward to go back, just to see all my classes and the people in them, but then, ill get bored of it and want it to be summer again lol...
well guys...have a lovely day, and if u feel any need to stop by and visit me...do so, i get bored :o)
<3 .::joyee::.

ahh..the beach :o)

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:27:39 GMT

i woke up this morning, with this weird feeling, like today was going to be and interesting day...go figure...friday the thirteenth. ordinarily it doesnt mean anything to me, but today, it had this weird effect on me. people who i hadnt talked to in forever called to see how i was and all this interesting stuff. i felt like it was really sweet, there really are some very special people out there...
well, anyhoo...went to the beach w/ miss sara, and had a blast, absolutely love the beach, there really isnt anything better, the sound, the way u feel when u took a lil nap, or just how enlightening it really can be, and by golly its perfect for ANY mood :o)
hanging w/ sara was fun, i missed her <3
well im out to hang w/ jilly jelly, im heading to solimar tomorrow, hopefully the waves will be better than today ::sigh:: :o) if u wanna go lemme know! :o)
<3

one of those moods..

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 08:10:18 GMT

yes well..i had the lovely opportunity of hanging out w/ the infamous beckett tonite <3, we had fun, went to eat and all that good stuff...

lately, i have kinda felt like i have been taking the important people in my life for granted..its weird bc i try to show them how much i care, but it just seems like what i do isnt good enough. a lot of the times im afraid of doing anything at all in fear of messing it all up. i know its wacky, and doesnt make sense, but i figured that putting down my feelings would be a lil better than just blurting them out into random thin air. for some reason, im not dreading school anymore...i was...a lot..bc i feel like my summer hasnt even started yet..almost like all i did was work, eh...its all good though, no regrets...
yanno when u can stare off into space, and be in a complete daze? well...ive kinda felt like that lately, like all of the time, and its ok, the only weird part about it is, i feel like i am able to see bad things happen, and that i can do something about them, but i dont, bc im in this weird daze...hah wow..this makes no sense...
also, i have been kinda really down about the whole rude awakening of drugs and alcohol...sadly, i have been too naive (as usual)and have gone to the lengths to really outreach and trust people, who have just thrown their lives away to the unbelievable array of party kids. whats the point? i mean, i dont hate u if you do it, its ur own thing, but when u try and involove me, thats another story.
im sick of baggage, im sick of drama, im sick of people acting fake to make everything ok for everyone, why do people use horrific language? it doesnt sound good..let alone attractive... im disgusted with the amount or pregnancies happening...
why cant people just be themselves? why is it such a crime? why do people have to judge? is everyone jealous? or waiting for the downfall of someone else? why does it feel like everytime i get hurt, someone is happier? maybe someone is...
i would have to say that one of the worst feelings in the whole world is when u love someone sooo much, but u can just see the pain and hurt in coming in the future, and once again, u cant do anything about it...
for the past little while i have been stuck, feeling all of these things, and i havent been able to spit it out, and now i have, and surprisingly, i dont feel any better, maybe just a little bit more alone. i wonder if anyone else has felt this before...

the beach = greatness

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 01:36:33 GMT

wow...i have always loved the beach, but man oh man, today it was just one of those days that are the ones to be greatful for... simply beautiful...
yes, tomorrow, im going shopping in santa barbara again, man itll never get old lol...good stuff..eww....orientation tomorrow, so sad...
and yea, lol...
i have been looking for brown vans slip ons....hopefully ill be able to find some...or i guess ill just settle for navy blue ::sigh:: haha
well thats all the blabber i have to say, so ill stop doing it...or something... :o)
<3

im officially a bozo

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 08:01:35 GMT

once again matt..im soo sorry for being a butt lol...i didnt mean to ditch you!
so today i went to six flags...it was cool, i hadnt been there in a while, it was weird bc i remember going during halloween or something, but couldnt remember who i went w/....but yes, "X" is amazing..the best ride EVER! hahaha...
hmm...im hitting up mondos tomorrow...the waves were actually getting pretty decent the other day, so ill keep my fingers crossed... :o)
school=blah....
umm...yea! HAHA
have a good one guys!

::yay::

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 17:44:01 GMT

ok, well, for practically the first time all summer i got to see my my best pals...(kelly h and jillian) everytime i left to go somewhere, the day i got back they were leaving...sooo sad, and kelly left for hawaii today, as did sasha and caitlin (at freakin 4:30 in the morning) jeez...good luck guys! kick some butt! and get tan! :o) hehe...
so yea, i was totally craving some ice cream last nite, so i went to baskin robbins and it closes at 9:50, who closes at 9:50???? ahha, well, they obviously didnt get my wonderful service bc it was 10:15 lol..lame! hahah
and yea, so im headed out to see Little Black Book, hopefully itll be good, bc man, the village=throw-up! hahaha, so ill let u guys know how it was! :o)
well, i still need to do some summer reading lol..haha man..im ssuch a slacker...eh--i dont care..haha
yes, but after orientation on thurs i was thinkin that a buch of us could meet up and all go to the beach! yea? yea! haha....have a lovely summer day guys, enjoy it while we can! :o(
<3

hehe-i gave in

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 06:56:57 GMT

yes...so i went to best buy to pick up the ashlee simpson cd and its great! :o) hahaha and all you guys who commented are so cute lol...yes the beloved b-sizzle, cant be replaced...and yea! hahha...i almost wanna say R.I.P, but it would sound like he died...haha
ive been kinda sad bc it feels like the friends we hate are falling apart...i mean, so yea ::sadness::
umm...tomorrow im going to a wedding, and that should be fun, erika and i watched my best friends wedding and now im all amped to go! lol!!!! haha, umm..well..if anyone went to see keith urban, lemme know how it went, bc i wish i wouldve went, but i heard that the fair is lame this year. eh-whatever..
anyhoo...yes yes..school is soon...sad...
and yea! haah
::muah::

sheeps=bad news for hardcore kids

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 07:42:09 GMT

haha...well..tonite i went to see second hand scars, contra, and dead poetic at the loft...and umm the show itself was pretty good, jessica, kate, cassie and i all went together and it was fun...but like..there wasnt that much energy, the bands were good, got to tlak to chad from dead poetic, he's a cool cat...
i think the biggest learning experience for me today was when beckett and jose and zak were all making sheep noises and the guys from contra came out and like started yelling at beckett saying how thats disrespectful bc i means "that all hardcore is the same, like sheep, bc they all follow eachother" or something...haha...so that was kinda scarey to see him get all up in beck's face...weird..
i also had yet anothere learning experience tonite...much more of a sad one though...BRIAN IS GONE!!!! NO MORE SIZZLE FOR THE FRIENDS WE HATE....this is sooo sad...as a beloved fan,i must say that i am very very sad..and i really realy dont want the band to fall apart, its one of MY worst nightmares...sad..i love them, all of them..
anyhoo..so...so-long brian...we will miss you...
yea, i went to marina park w. beck, jose and zak, and we became part of the "extreme team" or something bc we didnt goofy things on the boat rope thingy....haha good times...
my fav part about tonite was when beckett gave me this cd of piano and guitar..it is seriously one of the best things i have ever heard....haha..well.yea!
get naked :o)
joyee

by the way...

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 21:02:22 GMT

anyone going to dead poetic on thursday? bc i wanna go....lemme know

hmm....

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 20:51:48 GMT

haha well, pretty much all i have been doing lately is been shopping lol...amanda, patrick, beckett and i have done a few adventurous things, lol...we went to the ojai cemetary...and like messed around at like 4 in the morning, on monday, we stayed out till 5, and i had to be at work at 8, ohh boy was that fun lol...my mom is comming back form the czech rep today, dang, all that freedom gone, but its all good bc i missed her <3
ahha anyhoo...man oh man, this is so sad...school is in like two weeks...
gah, this summer was pretty good, except for all of the bad weather...gosh darn sun hehe...
umm yea...i wanna go to the fair lol..i love the fair...if u guys wanna go lemme know and we'll make a big trip! that would be awesome! ;o)
much love

what a lovely day...

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 10:19:59 GMT

yes yes, so today i got up and went to the gym, and then went to my first day at the smoothie place at the mall, ahah, it was sooo crazy! haha, and i came home smelling like a giant fruit bowl lol! haha, it was cool to see matt there at the mall, and buying his awesome ankle socks haha...good stuff
then i went to hang out w/ sara, sam, kaitlyn and amanda, and it was cool seeing them...a lot of fun!
then i went to see kel-kel, and ::tear:: shes leaving to wildwood,and ill miss her but i know that shell have an awesome experience there! go kelly!
haha, then me and amanda met up and went to macy's and stole a cone, hahahahha, it was great...
great stuff...haha well have a great nite nite guys! much love!
call me!!!

THE VILLAGE = misery

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 08:12:05 GMT

the village has to be one of the WORST movies i have ever seen! no joke, the story was terrible, wasnt scary at all, and man oh man, a waste of 9 bucks ill tell ya! so please, save urself and dont go waste money on it! ok thanks...
anyhoo... so me and amanda hung out a bunch tonite and that was cool, and umm...oh yea! i got to see my sara-poo and kaitlyn! haha and stopped by to see the famous kelly o hard at work at nordstroms rack! haha, u were too cute! haha, and hmm...
i have been shopping none stop lately...its really bad...i need to stop lol...
and uh huh! oh..ok i have a question for you guys, if u were me...would u drive to burbank? like ok...i wanna go visit beckett...i cant decide if i should or not, i feel comfortable doing it, but i dunno, i need a second opinion...haha..ok well
untill...later..haha or something...haha much love

WEDNESDAY IS THE DAY!!!!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 02:02:12 GMT

hehe, ok..guys...i decided that this wed, we are all hanging out at the beach! ok? ok! so, sasha, sami, kelly, and others....we will be at the beach! ok? ill give u guys a call soon! lemme know if u cant or something!! much love

WOOOHOOO!!!!!

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 15:33:29 GMT

well, thanks to all of ur support guys.......i passed my drive test!!!! :o) and guess what...only missed 1!!!!! hahaha this is ooo exciting!!! so yea, now u guys better call me to do stuff!!! :o)
kelly O..im sorry about last nite, u have no idea how bad i wanted to see you! i was just in the "phase" hahahah, if uh, u know what i mean lol...but we need to hang out soon!!! lemme know when u work and ill stop by! haha...
umm i got a new job, its at the smoothie place in the mall...so that should be fun...
me and beck are just great! i saw him yesterday....and it was so much fun! and yea! haha...
it feels like i havent seen a bunch of u guys in a really really long time i miss you guys!!!! (kelly, kelly, sara, sami, mark, jose, emily, sasha,erika, allison, caitlin, matt) call me....two three six --eight five nine two!!!
hahaha much love guys!!

its been a while...

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 16:17:40 GMT

yes soo, today im taking my license test..ekk..im frekin out, whew...well see how that goes.
i had a tourney, it was terrible, --sasha we need u!
my mom is leaving to europe today, for like a week, so that should be cool, i wish that i could go, but it would be all sad and stuff, bc she is like cleaning out all of my grandpa's stuff...sad...
ummm and then yea..ive been chillin lately, i have taken the next 5 days off of work, so that should be cool, and now that polo is over, im pretty much free...haha...
i still feel like shopping even though i just went lol..
and boy oh boy, i love the beach, i have been going everyday, its been a lil cloudy, but gorgeos,its perfect for any mood
im sad that TFWH arent playing w/ dead poetic, chris is a butthole....
and yea! haha, much love...call me if you wanna
<3

a perfect day

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 17:17:59 GMT

well today i had to work lol...when do i not...and then went straight after work to get my pay check, i was pleasantly surprised...good stuff...then went to the beach w/ beckett<3, pat and noelle...that was soooo much fun! lol...we were like having sand fights and all this lame stuff haha...still makes me laugh! and then went home and got ready for TFWH show that nite. thats where all the fun started! hhaha, so we go, then the guy who was putting all the bands on was being really lame, and like he was giving then all kinds of crap about playing time etc, so they were in a bad mood, except for brian, he's always chipper.. haha and then aimee, me, beck, pat, and sara <3 went to coffee bean and on the way there we were racing, and uh when we pulled up to the coffee bean a olice officer said he wanted to talk to us, and like eek... haha but it was just for a witness thing, bc this guy cut us off...and yea! haha so then we go back to the loft, and were being goofy and stuff, and then watched cantra play, they were good, but then the singers tried too hard..and then yea! umm we decided we wanted food, and went to baja, it was ok, they charged me 8 dollars for nachos! can u believe it>>!>!>!>> geez! haha, well then, we took off to the beach, and it was really fun bc we went to marina park and like were on the boat and stuff haha, and this random guy gave beckett strawberry flavored condoms, and we tasted them! hahah they actually tasted like strawberry!!! hahahahhaha and uhhhh all that good stuff! we went home a lil later and here i am writing this thing! im off to santa barbara for a lil shopping and then off to a tournament to get our butts kicked...sigh...haha wish us luck...3 days till my test.....btw sara i had soo much fun w/ u!! ::muah::
much love!
joyee

a good day...

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 05:56:15 GMT

well today i only had to work for 3 hours bc i had a behind the wheel..it was sooo funny lol...those people are soo weird lol! oh man..anyhoo...guess what??? I TAKE MY LICENSE TEST IN 5 DAYS!!! woohoo!! haha hopefully ill pass...wish me luck! :o) hmm soo yea! and then i got home, went and saw miss erika..and emily and went to the beach, it was kinda icky, but still good, and then....umm went to practice, and my coach hit me in the face lol...man...and then went and hung out w/ pat haha, man whne u get us together we are soem crazy kids...so yea! ahah, well the friends we hate are playing a show tomorrow nite, so call me if u want info...and yea! have a goo done guys! oh...btw miss kelly o, i called u today, adn u didnt pick up...sigh..hehe ttyl!
much love!